Kathryn Materi

Letting off a little steam

I've been really aggrivated this week, mostly about roommate issues and having to deal with my car not being fixed so I can't drive home to relax. The tension has been building since September, and yesterday I almost lost it. I went and made an appointment to get some counseling on Thursday, though, finally after all this time. A whole bunch of other things in my life don't seem to be adding up right now. I think my boyfriend is mad at me about something, but he won't tell me what it is anyway so I have no choice but to just ignore it until he says something. It's hard to be mad at me especially since we're 4,000 miles apart. Each day drags on until we can see each other in June. My grades have been good lately, that I could tell. I got an A on all of my tests so far and that helps my self-confidence and self-esteem out when I'm having these periods of depression. I'm ready for this school year to be over. I'm ready to face my fears in what the summer will bring, and ready to get a new laptop that isn't a dinosaur and will stop shutting down on me and erasing my essays. Friends help a lot. Megan, Morgan, Julia, Stephanie, Erica, CA Andi, Andi Andi, Sam, Kelly, Kayla, Kaisi, Nicole, Michelle, Joni, and the rest of the girls have really helped me cope with my issues these past few weeks. I'm ready to lay these issues away and take charge of my life once again. I'm ready to feel free of my haunting depression once more.

Posted at 01:47PM Feb 27, 2008 by Kathryn.Materi in General  |  Comments[0]